Monday, October 10, 2005

wells, fifth post, and the last post of the day before i say goodnight, and off i go to sleep, where my dreams will catch me and i'll fall into a dungeon where all my delights and splendours will be, unlike this world, which is the ultimate opposite of it.

> you know i dont like to share. i dont i dont i dont. why do i get the feeling as if i am starting to get jealous? oh this is so strange. i just cant help feeling the way i am right now.but i just want you to know that i dont share. really. i dont. try living with that for awhile. if not, forget it.

> dead chick tomorrow? oh mans, not anymore. mum wont allow. dont know whats her problem also. but nevermind. time to study by myself in the slumber of sorrows and indepth mixtures of feelings ; with nobody to accompany me even. like what crapp is this right, fug.

> i dont know what to feel. happy sad, im just a fusion of emotions, nothing to feel. at all. its just that i feel so lost now, with so many things happening, all bad not to mention. sigh. life just doesnt seem great anymore. what i said yesterday, it seems as if it has just taken some great big turn and so many changes have occurred over the past 24hours. how weird is that. sigh.

nothing matters anymore ;
im just some psychadaelic.
:'(

the day.
10:57 PM